It sucks that I was not able to re-take my skills test today. I even went to school for that. Apparently, there weren’t any instructor to watch me. So, have to go back again on Wednesday. I even cut my sleep to three hours for that. Hmph..
I need to set goals for myself. I need to lose some weight to be able to stay healthy. I am not trying to lose weight because I’ve given into what other people tell me about how I look. It’s because of what I feel and what I need to do to keep healthy. It’s gonna be hard. No one said it’s going to be easy. Except for RT, who doesn’t seem to understand my situation. I hope that he’ll come to realize sooner that there’s some deeper reason why I am what I am. What happened to “accepting one person as they are”?!
